its stupid to think how much in such a short space of time a person could mean to you. From being strangers to knowing each other, to talking all the time, getting feelings for each other and then one day one of you goes and fucks it up so you dont speak. You then have to see that person flirting with others and talk to other people this sense of jealousy comes where you want to be back to how you use to be with each other, you go out your way to talk to them and get nothing back. Then all of a sudden it happens you both start speaking to each other again and things go better and you get along great all the feelings that you secretly still had come back to you and all of a sudden your life is brilliant you then once again fuck everything up. And yet every time it comes down to you i always give in because of how i feel about you, you do treat me like shit but i like you and will do anything for you and its awful to think without you and how much i have gone through with you. :(
Holly..
This week has been so hard in college, after finding out one of my classmates had sadly passed away. I wish she had known how loved she truly was never had a bad word to say about anyone and just a down to earth person.
I will miss you lots holly. Where ever you are now i hope you are happy eating your subway for dinner get mine ready! Sleep tight angel i love you xxxx
jealousy is actually the worst feeling ever, wish everything would go back to the way that it use to be.
stop making me seem like the bad one in all of this.
Look at us, we’re drifting.
- our conversations are starting to get shorter.
- it’s harder to find something for us to talk about.
- it doesn’t even feel like it’s affecting you.
- at least tell me if you don’t want to talk any more instead of making me feel like i did something wrong.
- i just miss how we were before.
